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Wasn’t it nice?“ she said into the silence. “To feel wanted, even if it was only for a little while?“
"And if it wasn’t real?” came the voice critically, scrutinising her.
She squeezed her eyes shut and thought for a moment. “It was nice,” she repeated, “even if it wasn’t real.”
I am angry,
Because I loved you hopelessly,
For so long.
And you never once,
Looked at me,
Seeing my true presence.I was innocent to you,
And I thought that perhaps,
I could be,
Your ingénue.
But even that thought,
Didn’t tickle,
Your boyish perversions.You would cast me away,
And pull me back in,
When you needed someone,
To make life a little easier.
I’ve always been the advocate,
You must’ve picked up on this.You were such a confusion,
For when I was distressed,
You would appear from the blue,
In what I thought was an illusion.You would suddenly speak,
So high of our friendship,
But you are no friend.
Because once life got easier,
And you didn’t need me,
To smooth its edges,
You left me on its ledge,
Never to look back,
While I would always question,
If you knew how I had felt all along.
she was like being punched in the mouth. you felt her for days after. you ached because of her. felt her on your teeth. she was a sweetness you never forgot. what i’m saying is that somewhere out there she’s dancing around with somebody else. her body is like a feline, all waves, all fine lines. she moves like a moonbeam. what i’m saying is that she’s out forgetting me and i’m pretending that’s okay because it has to be. isn’t that funny.





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